Friday, 23 April 2010

  • Sway

    Im starting to feel like a push over. I care for the people I know but now feel like Im bending too far back to fulfill their needs.
    And is it worth it?
    Definately not.
    Sometimes I wonder.. how many of my friends would bend backwards for me?
    Altho I never require them to.. Im afraid to count as it might be zero.

    There's someone I met not long ago. There's no feelings between us but he would send me a simple text and ask how I am.
    Its so nice to be asked once in a while and not always be the one asking.

    So there is hope!
    There are some nice people out there.



Thursday, 22 April 2010

Wednesday, 21 April 2010

  • Self discovery

    I had an amazing day with my friend Lilia. Altho i havent known her for long, I feel i can be honest with her and show my weaknesses. We both have weaknesses and I am glad we push each other along from time to time.
    I always thought as long as i sit there and think i will learn more about myself.. what i need and what i want but it seems sometimes to learn a little more about ourselves we need a little help from others. Just simply open up and talk, not afraid of being judged. Arent I lucky to have someone like that in my life :) I am feeling positive today.

Monday, 19 April 2010

  • He makes me smile

    It was a beautiful day yesterday. Spent the day at the park with some friends. I instantly fell in love with my friend's dog when i first saw him. He is soooooooo adorable. I want to steal him!


    (Here is me and scooby sharing and ice cream)

Friday, 16 April 2010

  • Blur

    Sometimes in life its nice when things are a blur. Softening the things you dont want to hear, dont want to see, dont want to know. Not completely ignoring the issue but simply skipping the detail. Life isnt always great so we all need to escape sometimes. So let me be out of focus this one moment...



Wednesday, 14 April 2010

  • Sagittarius

    I am not into Astrology or Horoscopes but today I decided to read about my star sign. So lets see. Sagittarius (Nov 22 - Dec 21)

    General:
    Sagittarius is the ninth sign of the zodiac.
    Home of the wanderers
    Most wants to know the meaning of life and to accomplish this while feeling free and easy.
    They love open spaces.


    Positive:
    Love freedom.
    Clear thinkers and choose to look at the big picture most of the time.
    Forever reaching for knowledge, understanding and answer.
    They love to laugh and tease, and get along well with both sexes.
    Curious people who love to learn.
    Extraordinarily happy and easy going as long as they dont feel caged in or cooped up.
    Extremely independent, truly free spirits and yet, they are the nicest of all the zodiac signs.
    Kind, openhearted souls who do not expect anything in return when helping a friend.
    Creative, clever, straighforward, congenial.
    Up for any adventure and love travelling.
    They are not jealous or possessive because they would not want anyone else to be jealous or possessive of them.
    Extroverted, cheerful and optimistic.
    Good judges of character but they'll hang around with almost anyone, even if they think they're not a nice person, if they find that person interesting.
    Deep, profound and expansive subjects are favoured. They like philosophizing on important ideas and dont care for small talk.
    Friendly people who need a wide variety of acquaintances to spend time with.
    Move from city to city and job to job, always in search of a new challege or new social interactions.


    Negative:
    Have trouble finishing what they start.
    Quick temper.
    Irresponsible.
    Need for escape is generally strong.
    When the going gets tough, these people run away.
    Often be seen as too talkative and pushy because of their extrovert ways.
    They dont like to be caught up in routine for too long and simply need to escape.
    Because of their desire for change, they may have a hard time committing to a relationship for very long.
    Their carefree nature may also lead them to be careless.
    Often have trouble with traditional 9-5 careers. They will not follow rules if they dont believe that the rules are right and just.
    Some Sagittarians can be tyrannical and bullying, insisting that others conform to their beliefs.
    Sagittarians can be honest to the point of cruelty and will upset more sensitive individuals with their often accurate but not very diplomatic statements.
    Some Sagittarians have a tendency to exaggerate and brag, which can put others off.

    (Most of these were found on various astrology/horoscope websites)

    Interestingly enough Im most of these ;p More negative than positive.. lol

Tuesday, 13 April 2010

  • Shoot

    Hmm my weekend wasnt how I anticipated it to be. The shoot on Saturday didnt go so well. Model cancelled last minute. Replacement model didnt turn up until 1pm. But we pulled through some how :)

    (Photos from Saturdays shoot. Model: Ruta)

Wednesday, 07 April 2010

  • Pick me

    i have never liked putting my hand up waiting to be picked because chances are often slim and out of my control. instead of staying in the same spot waiting for luck to come, focus on the things you can control. read. see. explore. experience. learn. develop. understand. improve yourself so that you become good at what you do. Be the one picking and not the one waiting to be picked.



Tuesday, 06 April 2010

  • susu: shoot me. photography is really growing on me. i wish i started it earlier but better late than never. i got a photography lesson to go to on saturday and looking forward to mastering beauty shots. very excited x


  • Bibbums

      i love my little babies haybie, mocha and chino. ive had them for 3 to 4 months now and they are so adorable. i photograph them more than anything else. they do the cutest things and never fail to make me smile. who needs a boyfriend eh?


       

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